Swollen Sores, clenching my everyday sword hoping to find an answer to my daily troubles. Troubles grumble inside, stirring until I can't bear it anymore. I thought this journey was just about reading but why do I keep bleeding!? Why do I keep seeing a beating heart lit on fire? Oh Lord, save me from this storm. Suddenly, I hear a whisper.
Praying until the moisture on my lips leave.
You see I been doing this for only a small time. Refusing to step outside my box again because I don't want to feel their punches anymore! Their debates, loud sighs, Oh Lord I don't want quick good byes with you anymore
My faith wavers like I'm on a crooked fence, I call upon your name with a caved chest, I'm restless. I wonder when I'm going to spread your seeds again.
Gluttony fills me, I hold onto the word, and immediately it feeds me.